Don't know

I Believe

Standing on the top, dark clouds hovering over me, it was raining heavily. I waited and waited to see a flash of lightening which i thought was the only silver lining.

When we are in the most critical phase of our lives, we tend to get confused on each and every step. This confusion is not beacuse of bad times,its ‘cause in those critical times we start questioning ourselves,when we should believe in ourselves. Our self-confidence shakes and we fall during the most trying times.

Its not about accepting things by covering your way with a fake smile. Its about facing the bitter truth with courage and determination. And believing in yourself, just yourself.

Many people stop socialising when they are hit with the storm, its not wrong, but instead of running away from the reality we should spend some time alone and sort ourselves out. This restores your self -confidence once again and give you courage to face everything bravely.

                        I sincerely believe that there is nothing in this world we humans can’t face. With our courage we can fight anything and that is the only confidence we should live our lives with.

                           I realised this just a week ago. Things are not so good. I was going to end my life. I considered all the perspectives regarding this. But i knew one thing from the beginning that i want to make some difference in this society. “Doing this won’t help and in no way will it serve my purpose.”

Thats where i decided, my life is not waste. With such small stupid battles i won’t give up. I have fought since childhood,first it was the disease and in front of it this is nothing, its just too trivial.

                                         I dropped the stupid idea. Not because I owe something to my parents and family, just because “I owe it to myself” and the society at large.

Its because i live for myself....Its only because i can make myself happy. My happiness depends upon me and not on any Tom Dick or Harry......

I may sound selfish,but i would say its the human nature. And everybody should realise this truth, to live a happy life.

N.B: Dedicated to all those stupid friends on mine who lost their love and forgot that they don’t live for that person but for themselves..... And to my new friend who made me realise this myself J