Down memory lane!

When this week i travelled to india for some urgent work, it was a bit too tiring and also confusing. When i had to decide to go, everyone around me was happy and gay, it was just me who was sad and grey. Then i thought common yaar chill, and i got on with all the preparations, but there was this feeling of something different. Somehow somewhere i felt that this feeling is consfusing, coming at the time when i should be sorted and jolly.. my journey was fine, whenever i saw on the screen about the distance remaining to reach mumbai, i grew more impatient. My dear city, it was like finally i’ll be seeing it after such a long time... the roads, the places, the trains and buses though not so sophisticated, but are awesome.. J  when i was landing on the airport, i saw the queen’s necklace and all the beautifully lighted streets of mumbai, and i thought oh i can’t wait! No more!

I held my breath, it was coming closer, i’ll be soon on the ground where i was born, it was ecstatic! When my flight finally landed, i was  blank, my heart empty, nothingness filled me completely. It was so difficult to make myself realise, it was soo much like being in a deep slumber. I was moving like a robot, i messaged my dad that i landed and it was all so different, different that what i thought it would actually be. Finally when i was out of the airport, i saw my dad,  my mom, my uncle, my grandma and my sis and bro. I hugged my dadi and then mom, it was nice, they were happy i could see but i, inside i was totally blank, in some deep slumber, i tried to get out of it but of no use.....

My stay was half useless, ‘cause i couldn’t enjoy, don’t know why.... something was missing something was not right, the way i left mumbai was enough to remind me of the stuff... it was a nightmare... now i am back here, and i feel at home..... I hope all this changes in my vacation... L

The travel all in all was not that bad... but but.. well its enough to just smile and pretend!

When all in can do is stand and listen!

The travel down my memory lane was something i’ll never forget.... J

I won’t ever dare say, “I miss Mumbai.”