The first of its kind! but common :)

Life is so hard to analyse, people so shallow to understand. But still they combine to form a very complex form of this universe, i.e world....

I just thought of this today, i don’t know why, its so strange to know that someone is no more. I find it difficult to digest when i know i am holding someone’s body part, someone who was alive and thinking just few hours ago.. life is for a short duration, how wonderful it would have been, had i known that everyone here is immortal. But then i think that its not supposed to be like that. This cycle of life starts and must complete with the end of that body.... but the soul remains!

In this life time we love everyone around us,  a friend of mine just said recently to me, that life is so short, we don;t find enough time to love, then why to hate? So true and so goody goody at the same time. I was shocked to hear it from a person like him.. :P hehe

Nevertheless its true J i’ll tell you a story.... and about someone she fell in love with.. he is also a person and she never though she’ll fall for him.. even now sometimes she think she is just plain crazy..

“So it all started with a small crush. Then i started observing his every move, his actions, his way of speaking, his body language, his everything from the way of clothing to his taste... J i know thats utter crazy hehehe :D but i am like this.

So it went on and on, i was beginning to realise that it was going for more days for more time i was thinking about him.. it was strange rather too strange for a girl like me.. hehhe :D but it happened..

And the biggest thing was that, i started adoring him slowly, i respected him like anything, he was someone i looked upto whenever i had some problem or i needed any advice. He was there always, he never said anything about my stupidity ‘cause somewhere he knew though i am, i am a good girl and liked him. He still is in my life, but since he went away for his studies we were in touch for maximum time, then after some months i became withdrawn, i felt a bit sad then i was fine for most of the time. But somewhere i knew i wanted him badly, to talk to, to share things with, like from how much i slept today to how much water i drank... J

It was crazy, i thought like it was some silly teenage love or something,  but slowly slowly know i am realising, as i know that person is out of my reach, he is not actually mine....... when i already know he is my best friend.

I gradually accpted the fact that i fell in love with my best friend..... but he is still my best friend and we will always be J”

 Isn’t that a lovely one? I have grown up on a dose of i love my best friends stories in short movies, and i always thought so its not soo necessary. J Obviously it isn’t, its not some conclusion okay, its just that i wanted to tell this story... today.. i wanted to tell you all love is not just about having someone 24/7, but its that silent feeling inside our hearts... which makes the friendship grow stronger.. J